我才发现……光是看着他的背影慢慢消失，我也会落泪。

即使只是几天，几小时的分离……我也会……

他的却在我生命中占据了非常重要的角色，他是无法缺少的。

哎，我说的也太烦了吧。

晚安，加油。

When is the next?!

Christmas!!

Yeah! Finally Saturday..

It's means holiday is coming nearly.. Lol

Is planning~~ I wish everything can be smooth la!

I am so expect to meet all my dearest friends!

I want spend my holiday with them and my baby boy!

Nothing much! Happy is most important! =)

God Bless

The day... He told me suddenly...

: Dear, I really love you~

Seriously makes me so shy, and... laugh nonstop haha I am bad..

Anyway, I think only he can take care me well and always patient for me..

What can I do for him?

Still, appreciate always!

No one is perfect in this world, so must be to yield always ^^
Ahhh it's time flies!
It's November now!
2012 is coming soon!

一切都好不愉快，但我的他都一直尽全力保护着我。

社会里有多少个“真人”？

我想没有吧？

我能做些什么？

饰演一位当下最合适的角色。

你学会了饰演一位很棒的演员了吗？
我···似乎还在揣摩着。
好累，好累。

0236 now..

Not really spirit but yet still awake..

Just because since I having my own time inside my bedroom?

Yea, sleep alone for few days since my sis flight to HK.

Emm.. Now going to talk about my picture lol..

Wth of this picture?

Tried all that?

Sigh, sore throat will kill me definitely!

Don't have a well sleep last few days!

It's so suck for me..

When getting recover..

Coughing seem coming to me!

Today cough until almost vomit! Aiks..

I admit, I am getting weak day by days..

But why? I never know..

Haih, I really hope that gotta a person can take care me everywhere..

But I always telling myself, I should be tough!

I know, one day you will leave my side also..

" What would you do if you know he or she will leave you one day? "

Asking..

Appreciate all the time for you and me..

Only he can take care me well, no others.. 

* I keep snap his photo recently because I wish I can "see" him all the time = =

Gambateh, good luck! God Bless!

It's Thursday, god bless.

Morning world, morning blogspot. 

Wake up in the morning.. Feel cold.. It's cloudy outside..

Great weather for me, love it.

Never love sunny day.

Am waiting someone's coming.

My breakfast, our date.

Appreciate the days for us.

I don't wish, don't wish it's going to end.

=)

I wanna sing this.

Anyone can bring me go? Lol

Gotta feeling to sing.

Anyone gonna be my listener?

T I R E D

Recently life... The only word I can say - TIRING

Definitely tired.. Even noon or night.

When I am tired, easily to fall blue too.

All these really not what I wish.

Feel so lost, so so blue everyday, every night.

What can I do?

='(

I am BLUE.

A song to share here.

容祖儿－出卖

I knew this song through one of my friend.
Expect for the next K time with her.
-
-
-
Work hard, play hard.
God bless.

090911

Gong xi to Us ^^

0909 will be forever and ever!

We had talked a lots just now~

We know more about us, it's great for me ^^

Life will not be perfect, of course for us too.

Ga yao!! God Bless!!

Say goodbye to holidays.

Holiday were gone.. Back to usual.

Sunday.. A bored & sad Sunday.

He gimme =(

Definitely disappointed.

S A D

Telling myself..

Let it =)

Yeah! Again, we met up again!

Happiest with them!

And I should say THANKS super much to MY DEAR

Thanks him for fetching us to destination!

He's the best for me!

Expect for coming days lo!

Holiday, holiday!

Hooray!

叫我如何不爱他？

Grab these photos from my friend - Jay's super fans

Btw, I love this laptop so so much!

Actually it's worth to buy but..

Haihh.. Haihh..

Ehmm.. I wanna keep my mood in Bright but not Blue.

Yeah!! Holiday holiday!!

Should play gao gao in this holiday!!

God bless!

Telling myself... 没关系 =)

I trust on HIM.

He will always by my side & support on me.

So... Never mind, that's not a big deal.

He makes me touching deeply.

- Thanks God to let me fall in love on you - 

I would to thanks God too.

God will always bless Us.

Pray, DJ0909.

其实……我脆弱。

Hey blog spot, hey you~ 

Had the happy gathering with my dear friend just now ( Hh & Ss )

Really happy happy with them ^^

Anyway, tomorrow is Sunday ( Nonsense )

I am going to JB with dear again due to dear have class tomorrow.

0134 now, I should sleep early tonight.

I am going to awake later lol.

( And thinking about spending 3 hours inside car )

God bless tomorrow, God bless Us.

Good night world, love.

Feel so blue when I listen to the song in my blog~

- I want to sing a song for you, sing for my soul -

Do you like this song too?

A nice weather outside - cloudy

I never like sunshine day.

Btw, God will bless for us~

I will learn to cheers always!

To be a cheerful girl for own self.

Finally.. Saturday..

Tomorrow need to awake earlier for body check up~

But.. Anyone can tell me why my mood will turning into BLUE while night?

Feel so tiring of my life. Dull or bored or...

Feel so down... Down and down..

No one listen to me, no one bother about me..

It's time.. Off to bed.

I am so tired..

Should rest early..

Tomorrow go for body check up!

Night world, night blogspot.

IMY * D

Sincerely.. I definitely love to hang out with them - My family friends!

I like the feel!

Never feel want to act or pretend in front them.
Just talk whatever I want, whatever I think.
This called - Truth Friend
Lol so lame.. Ha
Btw, I miss them~ They having own stuff to busy!
Good luck to them and may god bless them.
( I trusted on God even I am amitofo :p )
Await for their next coming back!
I miss Them so much haihh..
Don't wish to be alone at here ( luckily got HIM )
Today is Sunday..
Need to be RELAX =)

好累好累- Start & Ended

Lol... Ahhh~ How come I am so tired nowadays? 

I should have rest! 

I AM TIRED

Definitely... Exhausted.

Finally I done all that.

I can say bye bye to those stuff.

I am... definitely tired.

My shoulder is painful.. It's killing me.

I miss him. 

T T

How I wish he can be my sides.

I am TIRED.

I am SAD.

That's mine.

My feels.

STOP THINKING OF WHAT COULD GO WRONG

AND

START THINKING OF WHAT COULD GO RIGHT 

I know / knew... I am annoying 

T_T

Sorry

Finally I done it since I get order around 7pm ++ 

Now, I quite admire to myself lol.

Ahhh~ Stop talking shit, should have a rest now.

My bed is calling meee.. Night world and You =)

Breakfast tomorrow, please awake on time.

God Bless.

Good morning world.

A new day has come but still.. In blue.

When the blue mood can far away from me?

My Words

Actually... Something that you never know is..

You are just the 2nd as the woman.

旁观者清

This is what I trusted.

Maybe I am not qualify to talk about this... But I am sober.

For me, that's all worthless for me.

There are, going priceless for me.

There is worthless to let stay anymore.

I am going to move, I am going to quit soon.

For you and you and you, or anyone, maybe I am a loser but I have my own way.

As the same time, I wish my HIM.

Succeed is await for US.

God Bless Us always, in every second.

Passing..

How can I be brave? How can I be tough?

I am afraid. I am getting afraid when day passing..

Passing... Means I have to prepare.

Prepare to handle all that by myself.

And now... I really know, I will be afraid.

GOD can I escape?

I am just immature. 

LIFE IS ALWAYS

BETTER

WITH A SMILE

它

没什么，只是最惯常的笑容掉了。

它去了哪里？

才真正的晓得，随着年龄的增长，烦恼自然也不断增加。

认真地说句，我可以回到过去吗？

或是不曾存在？

好情绪化。

胡言乱语了。

YOU'RE JUST...

Please stop asking me to do this and that anymore!!

I am seriously unwilling but I can't reject?

Wtf you're?!

Sorry, I am unable.. I am not superwoman..

I can't handle this and that!!

Please... I am not a dog to let you keep order this and that!!

You're never appreciate what we all done and doing..

You only know how to comment this and that..

What you are?!

You also just a normal human being!!

I am not your slave!!

I can say.. YOU'RE JUST FAILURE FOR ME BECAUSE YOU NEVER MAKE ME SATISFIED EVEN A SECOND!!

对，我想念他了。

好累好累，想依靠我的他。

我也知道他好累了，好疲惫了。

我的肩膀能让他靠一靠吗？

“ 好累了，可否借借你的肩膀让我靠一靠？”

他的肩膀是最厚实的，最稳固的。

但愿一切从简。

Ohhh Nooo~~

I want eat this!!

Berry nice!!

Look at my blog and I'm speechless but not full of words.

It's been long time I doesn't update it.

Well, once I want to updated... I will speechless. lol

I should learn to complete it.

How's your life?

My life... Is full with job from 1pm to 10pm and from Monday to Saturday.

How about yours? Same?

Aiksss, I'm full with unsatisfied =( Anyone can save me?

My dear was said sorry to me because he can't protect me anymore lol

Everything will be never mind if he can be better or the best.

I will learn to be brave when face those shit people and problems.

Okay, should stop this shit.

Recently I found that I gotta super brave friend.

Before

After

Wth she's brave enough!!

She make me feel to cut my hair also!! =(

But... I full with bu she de because I keep my hair for long time.

And I asked him, he just said : cut lo as long as you like.

What's a shit answer ha ha ha :P

Please gimme some comment ha.

BLISS

9 months

276 days

1937 weeks

397220 minutes

23833218 seconds

This is what he told me.

Yes, ILH.

Getting deeper days by days.

For him, happy birthday =)

DJ0909

Life

I'm coming.. I'm coming..

That's my EMO.

Emo comes to me.

I'm having blue mood.

My holiday was finished, gone.

But thanks God and my love and his whole family.

We went to beach at Malacca.

Finally I've been to beach.

Everything will be great when he's there.

Thanks God and I appreciate.

...........................................................................

I should sleep earlier.

I need to wake up early for this weekend.

Monday = blue day

I miss him, miss my boy. I need him.

What a boring day!!

Whole day stay at home and do the job.

I am freaking unsatisfied with all that.

I will not repeat for that again.

I hate that!!

I gonna to quit!!

If can, I wish to quit now.

Well, stop talking about the shit.

Should have a plan for this shit holiday.

I will be crazy if I keep stay at home.

Where to go? Any idea for me?

I want to go out!! I don't wanna to stay home!! Lol

Yes, I'm having one week holiday since Sunday.

But... Seriously... That's not a holiday for me and him.

Just a school holiday for students, for us? Lots of jobs.

Wtf for this?! 

But... Beach for sure in this holiday!!

I want beach!! I want blue sky!! I want white soil!! I want sunlight!!

I want lots :(

Bless me.

Holiday even just a day.

Shout!! Tomorrow is public holiday!! I need relax badly!!

Currently life really bullshit laaa!!

I wish tomorrow can go somewhere even is Malacca.

I know bao bei can make it for me? Ha ha ha :P

I want movie, shopping!! And go romantic ha ha :D

Wth today's working day again!! Grrr....... :(

Bye, blog spot.

Appreciate.

Thanks my best friends so muchiee!!

They were giving me surprise but... it's failed for me ha :P

Ha ha no matter how I am happy for that.

Ha ha I am lazy to post more photos here so... please view through FB.

I love them, they paint my life.

They are my family.

I wish for more gathering for us.

Ehmm, god bless them stay cheers :)

7 days more...

I am going to 20 soon.

Bless everything laaa~

Yes, I am tired but I am still awake & updating my blog.

Yes, I admit, I miss him.

It's seem I am a sticky girl?

Big sigh, maybe..

Where's mine?

Isn't there?

I need HIM.

This moment. I am alive.

Hey anyone can tell me why my post was lost? Lol.

I just gotta mood to updated last few night, now it's gone =.=

Ha ha let it. Changed my blog's skin again.. BLACK again.

Currently mood? In black tone? Maybe..

I need a deep breath for my life.. Ehmmmmmmmm~~

It's tiring, facing the suck job everyday even weekend!

Ahhhhh!! I need trip!! But at the same time I need $$

 But... Life will still pretty because of HIM.

No doubt, that's fact.

My sweetest boi.

Thanks God. I'm still alive.

Thanks HIM. I still smiling.

n______n

I just realized!! Where my latest post?! Lost!! 

Latest

A quite long time I doesn't update it.

Kinda busy life recently.. Busy with job?

I am seriously unsatisfied with that.

Many, that's many... Make me feel shit.

But... luckily I got HIM.

Maybe others will feel I am yuckkk or what, but that's a fact for me.

When my life was suck, he's there.

That's why I will praise him, he's best for me. 

No anyone is perfect in world, so... Should appreciate what you've possess.

Yea, I am in love.

In love with you.
n_______n

有所感觸...
我只想和你一直走下去，若可以那就一輩子吧。
你是否願意呢？
我不完美，但我願為了你而該變。
我清楚知道，你都是為了我好。
情人，親人。我想並兼。
珍惜所擁有吧，感恩。 ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

你晓得吗？人生里难免也会有做错选择的时候？

此刻，我真的觉得我错了！

懊恼着，我的路该怎么走？

有谁能够告诉我？

但，庆幸的是我身边有着支持我的人！

不管发生什么事，他们都还是会撑我！

感恩感恩~

希望一切都能okay，加油吧！

替我打气吧！

谁晓得？

我的却过得不好，谁晓得？是真的不好吗？不断自问着。

哪儿可以让躲起来？好压抑，好忧郁。

我写不下去了。

I am going to CRAZY !!

的却，我不晓得什么优美的字汇，但我似乎有话想说。

我想好好的生活。

这句话并不是在埋怨而是自个的想法。

我想变得很棒。

想想，该如何？

又累了。

Big deep breath

Ehmmm, I should off to bed earlier. Not only today but everyday.

But since I facing comp, then I really can't make it! 

I've lots stuff to settle, lol. 

Example... This that, this and that.

Ohhh~~ What the hell I am saying?!

Hey I feel a little happy now because our dear 6099 will have a new accessory by tomorrow :p

Ehmmm, big breath. I wish everything can be smoothly for me.

I wish I can handle all that very well.

Not wish but must be!! I must be gao yao!!

Please gimme power!! Gimme support!!

早晨，十时四十一分。

我起床了。

但，那颗心还在沉睡吗？

我想是吧，沉睡着就好吧。

词穷了，该怎么办？

心里的缭乱，思绪的疲惫，该如何去处理它？

他呢？在哪儿了？

手机的那头只听见嘟嘟嘟，却听不见那把熟悉的声音。

好累了，二十岁的我。

真的领悟了，人越是长大，什么都变得沉重。

做自己的英雄吧，哪怕只有那么一会儿。

Coughing.. I am suffer.
Seem weak recently. I am seriously WEAK..
Again, I wanna to hide myself...
I think I am going crazy..

Hmmm telling myself.. it will be a busy week or month for meee =.=
Telling myself.. I know I can do it better.
As you told me, you'll sap bok me : )
I wish everything can be smooth.
Shout!! I must be improve and improve ahhh!!
I need some guides ahhh!!

Lost

Wake up in the morning... I just feel upset.

I am seriously not okay since last night I suddenly awake from bed.

I saw my phone and logged on to fb then the tears is start to being with.

I am so silly that I admit. I need to do something but not really know what is that.

I am lost. Never switch on the light, just live in dark.

It's can make me feel better? I lost the way, I am nothing.

Time for off to bed.

Need to wake up earlier to pack pack pack.

Not for mine, but for him.

Good night world.

0255

ILY

突然觉得好累好累。

好想好好睡个觉但却只能想。

一大清早，情绪乱了。

张大了口，我还真不晓得如何去处理！

[ 在心里呐喊着：他也许就是我的解救！！]

有些时候，即使只是一个简单的拥抱也能轻易安抚那颗心灵。

这就是魔力，我坚信的魔力。

你相信吗？说着说着，我好想笑。

哈哈哈，我傻了。

我们承诺，互相扶持。

你我都是最棒。

好吧，就这样。

我们会一直走到最后。

绚烂的未来就在后头。

DJ0909 is the best and being forever.

Early in the morning..... I feel bad. So fucked up you know? 

How?

Do you know how to be better?

I just need to learn how to be better.

- A better human being

- A better daughter
- A better sibling
- A better teacher
- A better yours
Talk better.
Think better.
Work better.
Do you know how?
Joyan Choy

我得用力得吞下

T T

It's so fucked up!!

Yesss I am having bad mood.

I am just sooo failure to be better.

What a failure human being huh.

What the hell right now.

Dream it.

Dream it

You can make it real

That's me

Joyan Choy

Will be alright [ Thankful ]

Day by day... finally I gonna to make a choose.

Make a plan for my life my future.

I wish I could make it alright.

I shall say thanks to him again.

He's just by my side when I need.

God bless Us.

Good luck for everyone of my friends.

Valentine's Eve

Finally I gonna to post this. Lol.

Haagen Dazs @ Malacca

A 1st and nice tried for me.

After Haagen Dazs & Baskin Robbins we moved to The Jetty.

Bali Cafe.

Ha ha a funny look by your capture.

Love the view so muhieee.

I should be glad cause I gotta best valentine.

Finally I found a nice wallet that's from House Of Leather.

Even it's not much expensive but I love it so much.

Thanks him sincerely.

Thanks everyone that be sincere for me.

I will be fine.

I will be good.

I will be alright.

I love you,you,and you.

If able please be with me always :)

Time flied. It's time to get my worst STPM result.

Ehmm I'm having a freaking weird and complicated mood.

I'm BLUR.

Blur for my future.

Blur for my life.

I'm tiring but why?

I'm abnormal seriously.

145am right now. I should off to bed as I promised him.

Anyway I wish best luck for those who get result tomorrow esp my dear friend.

: SS and HH good luck for Us ya :)

Bye world.

Seriously having a weird mood.

Bad? Tiring?

I really don't know.

That's all I want to say.

I gonna hide myself.

Byebye world.

Someone said we are 'e xin'
Ha ha ha
Anyway I feel nothing
because I used to hug him tightly
[ like I hug the bear ]
Heyheyhey
I like this photo
I like the bear
I like the bear cap
Ha ha ha
I like him be my photographer
Show it on next

在心里不断地问自己

我是否真的可以

我

真的只是一个笨女孩

T T
告诉自己
不再等待

Gan's ♥

He's my beloved 'du shen' ha ha =D

Mahjong time after finished the steamboat

Thanks for GAN's family for bring us a warm steamboat in this coolest timing.

Love them so much =)

And I was watched out the final of Superstar [ Chao ji xing guang da dao ]I'm kinda enjoyed and happy just because of all of them.

The champion for this year is from M'sia.

And... same hometown with me ha ha =D

LOL pointless to mention this har.

Anyway I am sooo envy her to have a great & bravo voice.

After watched her performance make me feel want to sing k!

But now... we can only stay in house.

Sigh. I wish my beloved is enjoying there.

IMH very muchieee.

Need him badly.

: (

Why rain is nonstop for few days?

Make us totally out of mood.

Our cny is gone.

Now I only want to pray for those caught flooded.

God Bless them and us.

I know YOU will take care of us.

: (

Gao.Gao.

Happy Chinese New Year

Wish everyone to have a best cny celebrating.

Gather gao gao.

Enjoy gao gao.

Gambling gao gao.

Eat gao gao.

ANG BAO gao gao.

Da geh huat ah~!!

自己

有谁会忘了爱 有谁会开始怀疑自己

不断的

我的却想太多了

嘘

是时候长大了 不再孩子气 不再依赖

不成正比的爱

你晓得吗

不间断的提醒自己 要学会

学会 该有的一切

坚信我是可以的

为自己打气 加油

No matter how I tough

I just need you 

I need you always

: You're mine & I'm yours

Don't ask me why I love you so

Just because that's you

God will bless you

You're the best 

Gambateh

I'll be there for you too

-I like this lil cute cousin- 

Feel want to recall back something after viewed a friend's blog.

Ermmm he's my phone wallpaper right now lol.

Seem meaningless since I talked about my phone wallpaper? 

Ha ha ha what I gonna to mention? Just... he's kinda cute for me = )

He's my happy boi my supporter my... [ many XD ]

Forgot all those unhappy happened actually I'm bliss enough lol.

Recall... the 1st time get his called from Taiwan it's so funny XD

I really can't get who's that on the called.

Anyway I should thanked him for all the called he made it for me = )

All that are meaningful very much n___n

La la la CNY is coming~~ I expect it so muchieee because can have HOLIDAY 

And I really can't control myself to shopping ha ha ha.

Never enough for new clothes~!! This call female XD

I need more and more = ( and I wish to get new touch screen phone = (

Any suggestion? HTC? But I am poor enough T T 

I seriously need money badlyyy!!

Please gimme a number GOD XD

GOD BLESS

I love this view---Malacca

I love the time with you,you,you and you ♥

[ I feel that I need a new hairstyle again =.= ]

[ 我还是微笑着无论有多苦 ]

[ 我还是微笑着无论有多苦 ]

身边有个听众或支持者是最佳不过

我有个他 无论什么时候都愿意听我发牢骚 

让我‘心理不平衡’宣泄出来

所以 我还是微笑着

谢谢他 他就是我的美丽日记

越是成长越是能感受那迎面而来的压力

盼望能风平浪静地渡过

各位 一起加油吧