30 June 2010

Hi world. Feel tired now so I plan to sleep early tonight wish I can make it. Em,I sleep late this few days because of someone. I not yet receive any call from someone today. Well actually nothing special about the call but it's my routine before I asleep? I also don't know. Seriously get used to it that received a called from someone every day. Even chatted nothing. Well I won't care it so much because I still sober with what happen right now. I know myself. I know what is going on. Gotta feeling some worry. Worry about? Bless for coming days especially Saturday. Wish have a great day with Them :)
God bless please. I need blessing. 

29 June 2010

P/s: My latest look,wish my hair can getting longer.Ha ha.

潜意识的力量 你知多少 他教会了我 谢谢啦 我的贵人 :D
其实一切都掌控在我们的手中 配合的是 天时 地利 人和 
能控制情绪的人类 那才会成功
你学会了吗 要多加油

28 June 2010

好久没有更新了 太忙了吗 我自己也不晓得
最近 结识了一位新朋友 我领悟了很多 感谢上天让他出现在我的人生
很独特 很有玄机 ‘他们’都有能力克制我  谢谢了 我生命的贵人
我会努力 我会加油 希望我能真的办得到

22 June 2010


Seriously I need lots of encouragement.
Anyone can give me?
Good night world.
:( 

21 June 2010

幸福可以很简单。对,就这么简单。

20 June 2010

Good night world.



Just do what I should I do.
Sometimes maybe it's not so tough as I think.

18 June 2010

Problem always come to me?

Well,I changed my blog's song again by Tanya Chua.
It's damn nice song. Meaningful lyrics and nice melody :)
Ha ha breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper. I can stick with you.
How to stick? Chewing gum? CHOPSTICKS!
我嗓子出了问题???

17 June 2010

Tonight will be last day I sleep at morning and wake up at noon. Holiday going to the end means that school reopen soon. Hell. I wish to have longer holiday? Be a fei ren more days? What the shit. Well,coming Saturday will have a BBQ gather at my dearest's house. Yippee~ I am excited for it? Ha ha. Excited because can meet them :) Wish to have a great great day with them :)




p/s: Am I worries?

16 June 2010

2010's





All my 2010 birthday present from my friends. The handmade formulae and calculator are special for me because I never received this kind of present. Thanks all my beloved friends. Especially is someone. I ♥ my friends. Life never without friends.
昨天跟你借的幸福 是今天以后的回顾 说忘记只是掩人耳目

Specially For My BFF ♥


Happy Birthday To My *BFF*
Aiks,this worst video I plan to upload to fb but I tried thousand times also failed!!So I am here to share this with all the bloggers and Specially For My *BFF* to greet her Happy Birthday.I am here to waiting you come back yea.Wish you have a great day there.When you come back only we celebrate with you.Haha.Long time we didn't gather,wish coming day we can meet :)
Wish all my friends stay Happy always ♥
I always miss you all here ♥
-Yean Siew Siah- Happy Birthday again ya. We are BFF ♥

14 June 2010


我害怕忘了笑
我们都不完美 请别责怪 认清自己的最独特 我们会是独一无二

13 June 2010

累了 但却不知如何入眠
你是否晓得
别问为什么 只要告诉如何
我是个不完美的人类 非常的不完美
可以怎样 结束吗 别傻了
继续颓废吗
犯贱的人类 犯贱的我。们
无谓的坠落


Because of you I smiled :) Nothing special, just my simple life.
Simple life, that's enough. Thanks You :)


我跟她真的很有缘 从我们开始认识到现在 都是缘啊 ♥

11 June 2010

I think is time off to bed --->0359
Good night world and God bless.
Wish I can asleep.
Seriously bless for coming days.
Wish YOU can hear me.
Thanks God.

What a small gas human being like a kid.
Well,plan to hanging out with my friends tomorrow. (if everyone can)
Rock garden? Jogging? Shooting?
Shit,my hair seem remain with this length. Beh Shong!
If still don't want get longer sure I will cut it into short again!
What a shit mood I having now?!
F U C K
KIM NG,I didn't complaint huh I just beh shong. Hahahaha. :D

Ta Ma De
Feeling faint. Can I skip my work today?
Going to rain soon... I be a 'fei ren' for whole holidays.
Keep doing nothing except keep facing computer and do some housework. No others.
Wtf. I said no more complaint.
I've no complaint but I feel suck to myself.
Why I can be like this... F u c k

10 June 2010







I keep changing. That's me. Joyan Choy.

08 June 2010


No more complaint! Go for it. But the thing is I lost my way...
Anyone lead me? Suddenly feel lost... Where is my way?

07 June 2010

幸福真的不是必然 人家对你的好也不是必定的
你学会了珍惜吗 珍惜所有的不必然
别让一切 随风而去

03 June 2010



His voice can treat my tiring heart and low mood.
That's HIM -----> Khalil Fong ♥
I am totally sick to him. Listen to his songs everyday after the awesome concert performed by HIM. Yet,I have no upload the concert low quality that taken by me.
Btw what I wanna say that is he is YENG ♥
The reason I sick to HIM.
I feel failure again. This feeling will belong to me after I get my exam paper. I should kill my stupidness and laziness! But the fact is only can say but never make it! Wth it's my fault I should blame myself! Can i escape all of it? I really don't like my academy now. It's an excuse?! Wtf! Why the others can study well but then what happen to me? Less revision or i born to stupid?! Today I was complaint to my friend again about My Dream. :( Arghhh I am going to crazy if I keep thinking about it. Physically and mentally tiring. Who can give me help? Only myself can save away from failure.
One of my friend asked me 'kan kai dian'. He can know my feeling through my face expression? Btw thanks him but sometimes really quite difficult to kan kai after few times... Well,one of other classmate made me superb D L today because... He showed o0o for me. Wtf. Never even have 1 people show me this. Even I am rude but i really D L people show me o0o. Wth I only said sth nonsensical for joke then the feedback is o0o.
Aiks actually nth i should care right? Don't know what the point for I about this.
REVISION should start from now? Wtf holiday is around. Please ignore my rude F U C K!!