Nice Christmas Tree

^◡^

Simply & roughly handmade for baba

( forgot to have a capture for the little present )

什么都别说时间会说话。

I told him.. I gotta feeling exhausted and failure

I can't really sleep well for this few days not because any reason but.. 

I don't know ( I am superwoman =D )

I having kinda busy life now.. 

I wanna learn to be a tough & independent girl

Settle everything by myself but by days..

 I love to lean on you OMG

I used to it discuss every problem with you because 

you can really gimme help & support

You're my best supporter whenever and wherever

最感动的一句话并不是什么我爱你 而是 在你最需要的时候守在你身边

Christmas is coming~!! 

How can I celebrate it though I'm not Christian ( but I love Christmas )

P/s : I need to prepare a handmade for my Supporter :)

烦，因为一切不如所愿。

是我把事情想得太简单还是？

其实没这么复杂。

啦啦啦，是时候收拾玩乐的心情。

我要向钱看去了。

加油吧！

祈祷上帝保佑我。

@.@

Tomorrow will be my last paper!! 

Should be shout for the freedom and happiness?

I think I need a suitable working plan after exam

Sigh due to... Something out of my plan : [

Ermmm I wish everything can happen smoothly with god bless : ]

Good luck for everything!!

^◡^

I just realize a new song from Pitbull.. HEY BABY

Heard it from radio just now when hanging out with my BEST =]

Haihh I am so desire to have camera right now!

I wish to have shooting buttt without a camera WHAT CAN I DO?! =[

Gong Xi Fa Cai to Us

Ha ha god bless always

^◡^

Mathsss drives me nervousss

205 right now.. 

Everyone is off to bed but

 I'm having my maths revision now [ and updating my blog =P ]

Just now was gathered with my dearest friend [ Siah-Yee-Cat-Hong ]

Feel so good when the time with them. 

We keep bilibala in the public 

never care about the image

It's means... 

We are really sincere to each others never geh geh ha ha

Is bliss and grateful to have this group of friends.. 

We sharing everything that we know when we meet [ actually is too 8 gua ]

To be continue with few photos lol

P/S : I AM SUPER HUNGRY NOW!! I NEED A HOTDOG BURGER!!

[ Day of PA1 ]

2days more... Should I happy for it? 

Sigh because coming paper is maths

I must study hard & smart for score this paper

But... OMG my study heart is already flied away

Turn on the relaxing and playful tone

Ha ha ha I wish to hanging out

I seem got lots plan?? LOL [ Think too much ]

I seriously need luck today 

God please gimme luck!!

GOGOGO!!

Best in 2010

My part of best memories in 2010

Sharing everything in U6A1

That's real US

My best class -U6A1-

My best classmate

Time flies.. 

Schooling life going to the end

Goodbye FORM6

Goodbye STPM

But never say goodbye to My Best Classmate

I Love Them

December will be the busy month for you and the lonely month for me :))
I just realize I'm also a normal girl that will jealous lol

I Just Need You

* F O R E V E R - BEGINS WHEN YOU SAY YES *

喜欢那平淡的交谈 说出各自心中的话 

让彼此加倍了解 想给你的支持与关怀也同时增加了许多

加油 永远的 ‘十扑’

 BIG earing and I damn like it
Ha ha
My taste weird?
LOL

When I am suck in revision
But this paper already over & gone
Bye bye
T T

Ha ha day routine even having exam
That's FACEBOOK
Really addicted gao gao

3 paper to go 3days to go.. After that 3days I can fly ha ha :p

I got dam boh siao liao LOL

Math ah math please love me more

Chatted awhile with friend at UK
Really miss her so much
Miss the day msn & sms & yamcha ( only 2 or 3 times SIGH ) with her
Wish can meet her soon
God Bless everyone

I am still awake at the time

I am insomnia I am spirit

I am CRAZY

夜已深 但我却还是清醒的 夜晚是否特别有感触 心里好像有很多话语

喝下了一杯咖啡 让我今天不想睡了 [ 是否也是在等待着他呢 ]

听着 ‘我的心只可容纳一个你’ 思念冲上了心头 

感慨自己是个平凡的女生但生活中充满着不平凡 

感谢上天 感谢我生命中所有那么棒的演员

为我的天空添上了不少的色彩 

回看过去 把太多的时间浪费在‘坏情绪’了

是时候改变对人生的态度了

就如她说 ：若你心里有着不安的想法，一切将会上演。

认同了 所以真的要改变了

很多事情都不能如愿 只好改变自个观点

好让可以让生活好过些 放开执著 放开紧握的拳头

一切都会改变 这就是没办法中的办法

 "Sometimes,you need to step outside,get some air,

and remind yourself of who you are

and who you want to be"

Best Friend ♥ Boy Friend ♥ Baby's father ♥ Be forever

Someone is lost again LOL

Here a notes to share [ from FB ]

一个小男孩对小女孩说：“我是你的BF。”

 小女孩仰起童真的脸，问：“什么是BF?"

 小男孩嘻嘻笑到：”就best friend的意思。”

 后来，他们恋爱了。

 小伙子对姑娘说：“我们是的BF.” 姑娘小鸟依人，害羞的问道：“什么是BF？”

 小伙子捧起姑娘的脸，深情到：“是boy firend的意思。”

 很幸运，几年后，他们结婚了，有了可爱的孩子。

 丈夫微笑的对妻子说：“我是你的BF.‘妻子接下围裙，温柔地问道：“什么是BF。”

 丈夫看了看宝贝，满脸幸福的说到：“就是baby's father的意思。”

 后来他们老了，老的走不动了，老两口躺在藤椅上有闲地嗮着傍晚的太阳。

 老公公对老婆婆说：“老婆子，我是你的BF。”

 老婆婆笑起一堆皱纹，问道：“老头子，什么是BF。”

 老头子望望夕阳然后得天空，思绪连篇，苍老的声音却悠远坚定而神秘：

“Be forever。”

Suddenly.. I feel so sleepy and mentally tired

I think I should off to bed early tonight

BIG SIGH for my paper today T T really sad gao gao

I keep sigh after I leave the exam hall

Nervous is a killer when exam

When I seeing the clock... I feel fucking nervous zzz

I gonna say thanks to all my friends that giving me the precious bless & support

And you're always standby for me

I am appreciate always :)

God bless everyone

I gotta motivation suddenly so I doesn't need to sleep tonight?

Sigh because I wasted time... I am guilty to myself now : (

I think better than I do nothing..
 I love you STPM~

God Bless Me~* 

知心朋友永远都会是最棒的避风港
我的‘家人朋友’

When I wake up from my bed
I just realize I am home alone
And headache is killing me
What can I do

What I need that is only -You-

Inhale

Exhale

I'm officially missing you

P/s: I am worries : (

我还是学不会

学不会那一丁点的温柔 

学不会该有的成熟

期望得到多一点的接纳

多点的疼爱

自私的我

想要得到你的呵护

就算是我犯错了

想当一辈子的 

心肝宝贝

是否真的错了

多说都是多余 

一切都会成不是什么

只因

L O V E

No point inside my mind now

Well finally I think I am recover from denggi

Now I really wish to have a healthy life

Denggi is really suck! Make me suck enough!

But at the same time I slim down too

Ha ha ha but I think will getting back easily

Because I miss all the food

Esp MacDonald

Manyyy

Someone was promised me when I recover will bring me to have all of it

I am waiting XD

Still left 8days-STPM 

Come on I should hug my books anytime anywhere

God Bless everyone

Chiong @ Huattt ahhh!

Always did the best for me 

You're not perfect but you're the best for me 

: (

Somebody is sleeping but I'm blogging with Eminem's music.

I love Eminem!! His songs can let me shong!! :D

Btw I'm suck this 2days just because STOMACHACHE @.@

It's really suck enough!!

Wish can recover soon then I can eat Mcd :D

说着 说着
你说 : ‘最好是一辈子’ 
Need you now Kozuieh ♥

I am imperfect instead I am bad

Apologize to you

I am really sorry

I always do the bad said the bad

SIGH

I love the moment with you

Watching Shin Chan together

Laugh together

ILY that's all 

^◡^

突然的累了 但庆幸的是 我还有你 

有时候的憋拗只为了得到 多一点的疼爱与珍惜

就如你所说 时间会证明一切

你的用心 提醒了我 我的不好 

我会一样的努力

因为我们都不完美

他并不完美 但他很棒

我的不足 

人类的 缺陷与不完美

请借我 一颗宽容的心

= (

Moment with you will be happiest =D
Thanks God
You are always there

Family Friendship ♥

We are family

Is time to spend on my blog.. Seem emo is coming to me? 

Long time I've no emo.. Ha

Everything turn into BLACK mode

I'm worry.. Worry about my future? I really don't know..

I think I need to have a plan

Plan for my life

And I really feel that human's weakness

That's Me

学会祷告 

诚心祷告

上帝会听见

101010是个特别天 

但我却在家中面对着我的部落格

向到外走走 想要和你一起过完今天

不知从何开始想要多和你在一起

你说得对

只要是有你在的时间 

无论如何 我都是笑着的

这就是你的厉害

突然好像想念你的歌声

“因为你 我变得好富有 在你怀中被爱占有 那种满足是一切都比不过”

：如果你有事的话 我该怎么办

：我真的没有事

Scream!!

我需要你 

因为我恐惧 

孤忱难眠 

需要你为我唱歌

好让我入眠

Now.. I should concentrate on my year end exam but no others.

I feel the weakness suddenly.. I need a shoulder.. I need a bosom to lean..

Worries is full my mind after the called

Sigh.. I feel damn worries 

I really wish I can something for you but the truth is I can do nothing

How can I bring you my caring and support?

I really don't know

I only can said...' please take good care okay? '

Nothing else I can do and say

I'm sure that you can handle it well

I know you can do it!

Support will always offer from me 

May God Bless everything can go on smoothly and

 Bless someone can always in a safety and healthy condition

Thanks God

P/s : IMY more than I can say~

I really wish you could always by my side when I need you

But I know I should be tough all the time

I know I can do it

But I'm so thankful to you 

As what I told you

You really did it

I'm so blissful

Because of you

You really treat me well to the maximum

I really wish it never to the end

And I know we are trying our best for each others

Thanks God

Faithful is always between us

Thanks for everything in my life

Sigh again.. Exam make my life and my blog suck enough.. Ha ha ha

Well my beloved friends or colleagues are still enjoy at Malacca included my Superman..

But then.. I'm feel sleepy here while facing my notes! Maths paper is dying..

I can't really sleep now.. Because I know I've still many things need to revision 

and my stomach is full with Snack! Is super full.. But my eyes is calling me to close up..

Wish later his call can wake me up and continue my revision : )

God Bless everything can going smoothly.. Thankful from heart and appreciate ^◡^

* Don't give up when you still have something to give *

* Cause nothing is really over til the moment you stop trying *

Arghh...!! Sigh and scream! 

Start from tomorrow will be a DAMN'S week for me

5 papers is waiting me

But I've no mood to start my revision now

Stressful seem close to me this few days

I've no freedom until this year end

Just because of you-STPM

WTF

I really can't stand with it to shout out some rude words

I am blessing 

Because I can have more action for my exam

Please wish me luck!

Alleluya

Exam suck

0144 now and tomorrow will have my maths2 paper~

But now I'm blogging XD

I can't sleep? But what the reason I can't sleep?

Too nervous? What a shit reason huh! 

I have not yet finish my revision but

 I'm already turn on my LAZINESS MODE~

And now.. I am waiting for my Superman's call~

Please everyone wish me luck for my exam!

My holiday trip is waiting for me!

• I love... your massage
• I love... the way you treat me
• I love... the way you respect me
• I love... you as my Superwoman ^◡^

Life

* Life is full of beauty *

* Notice it *

Trial is facing me but now I'm updating my blog XD

Hey yeah I gonna try my best to fight for my exam 

Because someone was gimme a promise 

So I must do it well

Life is great if you're enjoy it

Thanks God 

Giving me many things

Included everyone in my life

I feel so lucky because everyone is treating me kindly

I love them so much

For sure included my Superman

ILH

-Superman-

Make me LAM always

Love is in the air
n_____n

Finally I gotta feeling want to update my blog

* Love Is Possible *

Just because of -You-

Everything become possible

Thanks you so much

有些话 真的不能说出口

Finally everything return

Thanks God

Because we are still here

^◡^

Today one paper is gone means.. Ha ha really hell!

Well holiday is coming~~ But then I have a complicated mood..

I'm already turn on the 'Holiday Mode' but the same time tuition class also full my holiday! 

What the..

Ha ha I want to forget about it 1st because 

I gonna hanging out with my dearest friend tonight! 

How's great I can spend time with them! Please everyone come and full my holiday! 

Even I gonna to face my trial after this holiday ha ha ha! 

My new aim now is.. I gonna to be a tough girl XD

Sure I can make it right? 

Gambateh everyone!

P/s: Yss~ Don't worry~ You're a smart girl sure you can handle all the things~

Love always here for you~ No matter what happen I also will stand for you!

Go ahead!  Jia you my dear!

Joyan Choy is your unlimited supporter!

Skip my lunch and dinner

Diet?
Ha ha
If can slim down then
( Laughing )

I already try my best to doing my part

I have nothing gonna speak out 

So..

I face everything with a ordinary mind

^◡^

Please leave my world if you don't know how to appreciate me.
Thanks~

其实我拥有的很多

感谢上帝

我爱你

I love you

You love me

We are happy family

Ha ha ha 

I gonna run away fly away

Bye world

n_____n
You already forgot our
Breakfast-lunch-dinner-supper
Bye Bye

我输了

Do you make it?

可能 我不知道拥有什么 

也许 什么都没有 

都只是一场空 

可能 就连哭泣的权利都剥夺

可不可以不要停止

好让我还有机会感受 你的一切

不去占有 但分享 

分享我和你的一切

希望你能真的感受到

这一切

I wish your heart and mind are bright
Blessing

Again

I feel want to run away

祈祷着

我真的没什么可以帮到的

我只能默默地祈祷

希望这一关可以顺利的跨过

祷告
才知道 一切都不容易
再次警惕自己不能再像个小孩了
要长大了

This picture describe what I gonna to say

Life doesn't stop for someone

Please fight for your life

Please don't ever think to pause it

Go ahead for your goal

Don't be afraid
Go for it

For everyone

&

For me 

^__^

Finally I smile again 

^__^

I am alright because I am Joyan Choy
' Am I alright? '
Read through my heart and my mind
I found that
I am still wishing
Why?
Please don't ever let emo interrupt you
But seem I never make it
It's quite tough for me
Because everything still clear in mind
I need time
To swallow
Swallow all the things about
U

^◡^

-The World Is Yours-

-My World My Life-

Finally...

I know what can I do and what should I do

I totally need a new life 

I need to cheers

I need to smile

I need laughing to fulfill my life

But not the tears

I wish I can stand for it

I know They are always by my side

Thanks those who are support me

( P/s: Yhh~ Thanks you so much~ I love you~ )

Welcome everybody!

Come one!

Rock my world Rock my life!
^◡^