I feel failure again. This feeling will belong to me after I get my exam paper. I should kill my stupidness and laziness! But the fact is only can say but never make it! Wth it's my fault I should blame myself! Can i escape all of it? I really don't like my academy now. It's an excuse?! Wtf! Why the others can study well but then what happen to me? Less revision or i born to stupid?! Today I was complaint to my friend again about My Dream. :( Arghhh I am going to crazy if I keep thinking about it. Physically and mentally tiring. Who can give me help? Only myself can save away from failure.
One of my friend asked me 'kan kai dian'. He can know my feeling through my face expression? Btw thanks him but sometimes really quite difficult to kan kai after few times... Well,one of other classmate made me superb D L today because... He showed o0o for me. Wtf. Never even have 1 people show me this. Even I am rude but i really D L people show me o0o. Wth I only said sth nonsensical for joke then the feedback is o0o.
Aiks actually nth i should care right? Don't know what the point for I about this.
REVISION should start from now? Wtf holiday is around. Please ignore my rude F U C K!!